9/30/2011

Look At The Stars




My soul aches

for things lost

for things found

It is really bittersweet,

the heaviness of today

the light of tommorrow,

but when the world slows down..

I look at the stars

Wanting more

breathing more

feeling more

I know it is there

all in the ache

of needing

you.


~Almighty Heidi

9/15/2011

Lust










Definition:




"Pleasure, delight, wish, intense desire, intense longing, craving, enthusiasm, eagerness."

When I was younger, I was taught, that Lust was bad. Why..because the bible told me so. God himself says that is wrong.."Walk by the spirit and you will not gratify the desires of the flesh"







It was almost like to be happy with what you were given..don't complain or your just ungrateful...so..I always tried real hard to be happy with where I was at.






Well who wants to not be gratified?




Well…
My spirit…




not the god of my childhood




says…





You are not bad because you want more



Wishing is magic
And magic is OK





Especially when it comes true.





Hoping, craving, wanting better for yourself and your family





is part of being human.




When you stop hoping, craving, wanting better,

Your spirit dies







So go ahead





Make a wish




Hope for a better future





Delight in today




Desire more, crave more,




and always long…

for something

anything





Know when the things that you hope for come true




It is what the real god wanted for you all along.







Almighty Heidi