When I lived in Kansas we had tornado sirens that would go off..to warn you that the shit might hit the fan.
I know..if we tap into it we have an intuition that things might be going bad..I knew it with my job.
In the eye of the hurricane..it is the most amazing thing....the wind stops blowing, the sun shines..and you have a moment to regroup..to look at things that might have been damaged..do some assessment, and hunker down and prepare for the rest best you can.
I am in the eye. It is still, quiet and there is an erie glow in the horizon. Im just waiting to see where the wind blows...
I have this wierd peace..or false sense of peace, not sure...I'm assessing the damage and taking a moment to regroup and try and make it through the next phase.