I the next several weeks, I am going through a series of big life changes...too many in a row. My blogs have been alot deeper than they used to be. My heart is so heavy, and this stuff...well it overflows and pours out onto these pages. So here is todays overflow of me.
She must believe in something bigger than herself.
Something, someone who hears the silent prayers of her heart.
When she is done being mad at what can't be undone,
she unclenches her hands
and in complete defeat
and submission to the unknown
She raises her hands back up
ready to recive
whatever might be given to her
the one who listens to the silent prayers
"You can have whatever you want.
It is up to you.
I have always been here,
I miss you"
and I realize it is my own voice.
My thoughts on 5/26/2009