5/26/2009

Creating Magic




I the next several weeks, I am going through a series of big life changes...too many in a row. My blogs have been alot deeper than they used to be. My heart is so heavy, and this stuff...well it overflows and pours out onto these pages. So here is todays overflow of me.




She must believe in something bigger than herself.
Something, someone who hears the silent prayers of her heart.

When she is done being mad at what can't be undone,
she unclenches her hands
and in complete defeat
and submission to the unknown

She raises her hands back up
open
ready to recive
whatever might be given to her
the one who listens to the silent prayers


"You can have whatever you want.
It is up to you.
I have always been here,
I miss you"


and I realize it is my own voice.



Almighty Heidi

10 comments:

MaQuade said...

See? I *TOLD* you that you should listen to the voices =0)

foam said...

yes, listen to the voice. it is a strong voice.

Lisa said...

stay strong, sending love xx

Shadow said...

you're so right, it's all about the choices we make.

terri said...

tears.
perfect.

Greenfingers said...

I do like the way that you use words and conjure up an image.

AlmightyHeidi said...

Maquade: the good voices right? lol
Foam, Lisa, Terri, Shadow...I love my club of strong women:o)
Greenfingers: Thank you for your comments, I am glad you enjoy...Im so glad youg et images that is wonderful and what I want.

Cherie/ Butterfly Dreamer said...

Very expressive girl, keep writing your truths...

Cat said...

How did I miss this?!

Heidi - you do put yourself out there and you are vulnerable and you manage to portray such beauty in that action...

Matt D said...

Just looking at some of the stuff from before I followed your blog.

All kinds of extraordinary stuff ... I wish I could take the time to comment on each post. -- this is another incredible poem.

You're laying it all out there ... it's very brave.