Forgive me bloggers for I have sinned, it has been over a month since my last entry. Turns out I have herniated 3 disks in my back, and pain has overcome any other feeling, thoughts, or emotions in the last 3 months. I go tommorrow for the first of 3 epidural injections where they stick a freggin needle in my back. OH MY GOD. So I thought I would talk about all sorts of pain.
Pain of the heart:
"There is one pain I often feel that you will never know, it is the absence of you"
Oh the pain of Love. This quote is just me. This quote reminds me of the dream I have of the love I will never find, but still dream of it. The perfect person you have in your mind that meets every emotional and physical need. Just a dream. Pathetic I know. I have watched too many unrealistic love stories. Plus...is it to much to ask that a man put the lid down...is it???
Pain of the body:
"The Pain of the Mind is worse than the body"
Ummm..Ok right now it feels like I have a little alien with razor sharp claws digging into my back, twisting knives into it everytime I sit down, and laughs while he is doing it. This quote...is bullshit.
Pain in general:
"The pain passes, but the beauty remains"
Ummmm, My x husband was a pain, and he's just gotten uglier.
"Endure, and Persist and the pain will go by"
Hellooo, Only with Morphine.
Choice for pain:
"God's love for us is constant and will not diminish, but he cannot rescue us from the painful results that are caused by wrong choices."
All I did was pick up a freggin box the wrong way, bad choice. No love from the man upstairs.