First of all..I added a followers list to my blog..umm I have one..yay me. Thank you All Mighty follower...(ha)
Ok, so I got up this morning, and hated it. I could not find a pot to fit my coffee machine, I should have bought a whole new one…
Sooo picture this…I am standing laying my head on the counter top desperately waiting for the coffee to brew. ??
Two words.Captain Morgan.
I am holding the cup in one hand pressing up on the little thingy that keeps the liquid from coming out when you take the coffee pot away in mid brew…it was a sad sight to see…and since my hair is so short It was standing straight up, and I forgot to wash off my makeup…NOT attractive whatsoever.
I should not have finished off the rest of the Captain Morgan right before my health kick…but I did put it in Pomegranate juice so that counts right??? Right? Well, I felt better about it anyways..Until this morning..at 5 freggin AM, right before my work out. (Smart Heidi really smart)
On another note...
Last night I had a very sad dream about a past friend dying..I hated it because it saddened me so much..and the dream stuck with me throughout the morning. Even though it was not real, I just could not shake it...don't ya hate those!
However, this dream was cool in a sense that it added on from a dream I had years ago that I remembered…
I was able to see all the people who have touched my life..good..the bad..and the ugly, and how it weaved into my own web of me.
Almost like a snowflake, we all have our own webs, fingerprints…lives..life history...our very own story.
I was able to thank those who had touched me, and mourn those who I had lost along the way.
A bit mushy for me, but it truly was cool.
I am sure it was from a mixture alcohol and last nights thoughts.
Before I went to bed I was thinking that my kids were forever intertwined in my life for this one..and the next…I kept seeing the symbol for infinity in my minds eye....all along the path of the symbol was my life's happenings weaved into it.
I like the idea..we all touch each other in some way or another…and a new weave will be made…and if there is such thing as reincarnation, there are so many people that I want to know and love again in the next life…I love the word Infinity…I use it all the time.
"I Love you to Infinity" I tell the kids.
EXCEPT..knowing this Almighty Heidi’s luck I would be stuck with all the people I did not like in this life…noooooooooo bad infinity bad bad bad.
Ohhh sooo deep today.....I might start..chanting or something.... I could start a cult..then maybe then I might have followers.... or maybe I have secret followers..likea secret sect of the Almighty...that makes me almost cool!