Invisable

I want to be invisible.

Invisable emotions, hide them away so no one can see.
Not even I, so I cannot feel the raw emotion.

I dont want to be touched.. by you who has hurt me.
If you don't see me,
you cant cause me pain,

if you cant touch me
you wont know who I am inside

quiet whimpers of tears in the night

Leave me alone, let me be
you who have hurt me

watch as I dissappear

I want to push you away
watch as I push

and push me
into myself

hiding like a broken child

and I fade away
choosing not to feel
you are no longer allowed
you have not permission

Only I choose who sees


and suddenly I am blind.


Almighty Heidi