Going through the motions

So today I have a job interview. It is a seasonal one, to supplement my income during the holidays, so if I get it, the next 2 and a half months I would leave my job, to go to another..in retail, ewww.

Retail during the holidays..makes me claustrophobic. *sigh*

I have mixed feelings about it. The mom in me wants to stay home and bake pumpkin spice loaves, decorate the home, and watch the Macys day parade , watch The Grinch Stole Christmas and such, but…every cent I make now goes towards bills, there is no extra to spare.

I’ve been in the spot not being able to give my kinda anything for Christmas, and I refuse to go there again, it is too heartbreaking.

So Im gonna put on my cape, and sword and do what I gotta do.

Almighty Heidi


Shadow said...

good luck. or not. whichever you decide....

Gin said...

I hope things go well!!! It is tough when we have to be mom and provider at the same time!