Something..odd..different is happening…a whole new vibe.
Last year I did a lot of cleansing of relationships, people, and myself. I had to work on it, I had to work on it hard and let go.
This year, I wanted to make an all around healthier me…I wanted to last year, but the energy was not there.
Now..It’s just flowing, I can only assume because what my soul is carrying around is lighter.
The word "No" is fluent in my vocabulary..and it is easy for once.
No, I do not have the finances right now, No I do not need that peice of cake, No you cannot cross this line. No No No. I dont feel an internal guilt struggle. I just dont... wow.
The word "Yes" has found it's place as well.
Yes I will take a break and have a cup of zen tea, Yes I will go to bed early because I am tired, yes I will leave the laundry in the dryer... and again..no guilt..zip..zero..nada..none.
I read a lot before bedtime now, and I bought some new body lotion and a candle that I love..I cleaned out my truck and switched out some cd's in it. I also cleaned my office space..well..just because...thats what I wanted to do...not because I had to do it.
Im not sure if it really is a new vibe, or a brain tumor, because I actually enjoy going to the gym now instead of loathing it... hmm.
There is still alot to work on..I will always have things to work on, I never want to stop growing and evolving into the person that I am meant to be.
Untill then, Im going to go with the new flow..and enjoy it.